Like light and dark
Like clouds crossing the ocean
So cross your feelings
Bobbing with the waves
Push and pull
Come closer I need you
Go away I hate you
That’s how it works
The traumatized self
Can’t cope alone
Can’t cope together
Must find someone to hate
To leash out to
Must have an enemy
Because every enemy created is better
Is saver then the enemy within
The one you can’t escape
The one who whispers from the shadows
The one you have forgotten
For now
But the pain
You haven’t forgotten
The pain is still there
Body memory
Simmering underneath the surface
The pain is anger now
A self righteous mission against windmills
Giants who never were
That’s why you chose to fight them
They are invisible
Nobody understands
And thus you win because nobody can tell you that your mission is a hoax
A distraction
A ploy
