All posts tagged: narcissist

Parental Alienation Day: Live Light Installation

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Light Installation / video

Today I am not sharing my own work, but the work of my partner. He has worked in light-design for over 17 years, and on parental alienation day 2019, finally decided to create his own designs. The development took about a month, and as any good perfectionist, there are much more and more sophisticated things to be done if there would have been more time. The LED screen is 7×2 meters. Background Interview I interviewed […]

Mourning

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Poem

Parental Alienation Mourning Time lost Opportunities lost My heart breaks Every day Watching you wait I worry Every day That the sadness will take over Engulf you too much I am sad For them I know how no dad feels like The echo is still painful The border between The three of you Isn’t permanent But it might as well be The Mexican wall Is her manipulation As intangible as the other narcissist’s dream But […]

In my own words

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Poem

If I could I would In my own words If you could hear I would tell In my own words If you could feel empathy I would make the effort In my own words If you actually could feel Anything but hate My words would be worthwhile In my own words Silence is what you hear In my own words Silence is what you feel In my own words Silence is what you fear My […]

Suffixes for Abuse

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Poem

The prefixes you have for meUsually start with fucking (insert derogatory term here)You used them the moment you knew off meNot anything about me–just off me A threat to your carefully spun web of deceitOf course you feel threatened by meYou cannot manipulate meYou cannot predict me Your open threat:‘Hands down I will win.’Won’t work with meI am healing–the nounThat means I am ripping off band-aids Granddad always said:‘Let air touch the wound to heal.’Air, […]