love lost

I long
But you, you play
I burn
But you, you freeze
I crave
But you, you starve
I seek
But you, you hide

I speak
But you won’t hear
I sing
But you won’t listen
I paint
But you won’t see
I write
But you won’t read

So here I stand
Just me
No more
No less

But you, you cannot see
Me

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

For C: I could after all do it …

I am waiting for spring
While snow falls

I am waiting for life
While time passes

I am waiting for you
While the cold lasts

I am not giving power to waiting

I. Didn’t know the cost

First you were fighting
You were growing

But over time
Me holding you
turned into

You giving in
giving up
letting go
all together

This turned into me
giving in
giving up
letting go
Almost all together

I was so lonely with you in the end.

Until I broke free
Turned the music up
Called the dragons
Danced barefoot in the ocean
Ran with the wolves
Howled at the moon

And began to live, live, live
So viciously
So all embracing
So gently
So thoughtful

So full of love
So full of song
So full of dance

I am back
Dancing the dance of life

You. Don’t belong anymore

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