Month: December 2018

Mietzekatze

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my tom cat laying on his side with a look in his face as if he is carrying the whole world

Mietzekatze Samttatze Säbelzahn Kampfhahn Kuscheltier Kampfrevier Fellweich Schmusereich Ersatzkind Liebesblind Wurstdieb Kinderlieb Mausefalle Scharfkralle Vogelvernichter Charakterrichter Löwenmähne Weltherrschaftspläne Peitschenschwanz Aufmerksamkeitstanz Zungenrau Menschenschlau Bettbeleger Familienpfleger Göttergleich Erfindungsreich Ohrensesseltherapeut Menschenfreud

Daughter

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the photo of cake my stepdaughter made turned into an abstract piece of art with mirror imaging which makes it look like a later Vitorian brooch

Life isn’t Mutually exclusive Love isn’t Mutually exclusive Your space to live To thrive To grow My space to live To thrive To grow His love for you His love for me My love for you My love for him There is so much space For it all However, protect your love Your love for yourself Her pain Is not yours to carry Her darkness Is not yours to follow Her abuse Is not yours […]

10 years

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As it beganso it ends I handed myself overGave myself upI have claimed myself backI relentlessly believe in my powerYour spite and greedYour self-loathingWill eat youOne dayLet go of the monsterYou are better than that Geh mit GottAber Geh

Abused Men

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photo overlaying three different pictures mountains in the background a soap bubble close up alternated so it looks like the moon of an alian planet and lightining bolts zig zagging across

Like an Ikea shelf She dismantled him There were screws left Who cares She shrugged Women can be abusers too Get over it Trembling the boards fell down Every time she incomprehensibly panted down the phone Threw up words like bile that won’t stay in Projectile vomiting of hatred Like an Ikea shelf He would tremble Dissociate Disconnect To cope His sin? You ask Was not to obey the psychopath Not play the game any […]

Survivor

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close up of a bonfire flame

I want to rage I want to rage so fiercely Like a hurricane ripping up the land I want to rain fire and brimstone I want flood the lands with stormwaves tall as mountains I want to swing my sword cutting through meaningless flesh I want to scream until your eardrums burst I want to let go let go of holding back the chaos And thus I sit My back to the wall Arms wrapped […]

Sadness

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dramatic night shot of full moon peeking through bare branches of trees

Sadness is leaking Like broken plumbing Sewage of pain Better out than in ey? Trying to stop the leak With bad habits Chocolate Mainly No drugs Never drugs Brain on emotional rollercoaster And it keeps spilling everywhere If you don’t watch it It will stick to you After a hug with me I don’t want that So I leave Walk alone In the dark In the woods I am not scared I am the woods […]