#ADHD

When you feel like a fraud because you can’t just:

Just answer that email
Just take that call
Just hear what he is saying
Just remember what she just asked you to do
Just not cry before a meeting
Just call customer service
Just not feel as if you are making it up
Just not feel helpless
Just pay the bills
Just not forget lunch in the fridge for weeks
Just not have burning skin because of too much

Just not be muddled
Just not be messy
Just not be moody

Just not have a rotten banana in your backpack since before Christmas
Just not have an anxiety attack in a meeting

Just be normal?
Be normal!
Be normal!

Not feel like a drama queen
Not feel as if you are constantly asking for things others don’t need
Not be so emotional ALL THE TIME
Not question your sanity after trying to scan your staff card at the water cooler
Not have brain fog
Not have ALL the emotions

Did I mention the emotions?

Blossoms

Spring buds
Foreshadowing colour explosions

Blooms
Smells
Colours
Soft
Gentle
Sweet
Happy
Pink
Purple
Red
Yellow

A living mantra
Hundreds of haikus
In one blossom

Silky
Velvet
White
Lilac
Opaque Venes
Transparent Pedals
Pure joy
So simple

A song
A poem
Each per blossom

Smooth satins
Dotted amongst
Rough bark
Pastels
Spread across
Browns and greys

The gentle happiness of inner peace
Winning over sharp edges of demons

Every spring anew
Light bursts into life
With so much joy

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